I duno what's wrong with my life...is all a mess:-(
I woke up every morning wondering whether I will ever be the same again.
Today BiBi didn't come to school.
She didn't come to school for almost a week.
Yesterday she sms me asking me to call her after I got back from camp.
I called her and asked her what's wrong. She asked me about the Sivik book and I told her I would pay for her today first like I promised. But today she sms saying that she had found her Sivik textbook, she said she misplaced it. Don't know why but this makes me feel sad.
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Maybe I'm sad because she had changed..alot..although she doesn't notice and admit it..
I can feel she's upset and dissapointed..But there's nothing I can do tho help her.
Today, our addmath teacher asked me why BiBi's grade's slipping..I couldn't answered him!!! He said this words which clear my blotted mind.."You sit beside her but you don't know aa?"
Ya..I sit beside her..I'm her bestbud..I eat with her during recess..I teach her Biology..
But I feel empty. We fight alot and argue alot. But I always like her..she doesn't understand..I wonder when she will..
Are we really bestfriend or truefriend like we said so?????
Today the results came out. My position is class was 21. And BiBi's last..That means she'll be in the second class. We will be separated..
Is she sad?? Is she dissapointed?? She didn't tell me..Sometimes I feel that we are just friends..normal friends..zzz
I woke up every morning wondering whether I will ever be the same again.
Today BiBi didn't come to school.
She didn't come to school for almost a week.
Yesterday she sms me asking me to call her after I got back from camp.
I called her and asked her what's wrong. She asked me about the Sivik book and I told her I would pay for her today first like I promised. But today she sms saying that she had found her Sivik textbook, she said she misplaced it. Don't know why but this makes me feel sad.
*********************************************************************************************************
Maybe I'm sad because she had changed..alot..although she doesn't notice and admit it..
I can feel she's upset and dissapointed..But there's nothing I can do tho help her.
Today, our addmath teacher asked me why BiBi's grade's slipping..I couldn't answered him!!! He said this words which clear my blotted mind.."You sit beside her but you don't know aa?"
Ya..I sit beside her..I'm her bestbud..I eat with her during recess..I teach her Biology..
But I feel empty. We fight alot and argue alot. But I always like her..she doesn't understand..I wonder when she will..
Are we really bestfriend or truefriend like we said so?????
Today the results came out. My position is class was 21. And BiBi's last..That means she'll be in the second class. We will be separated..
Is she sad?? Is she dissapointed?? She didn't tell me..Sometimes I feel that we are just friends..normal friends..zzz
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