Saturday, January 1, 2011

I miss OLD daddy



I really miss the old daddy. I dislike the daddy that I am facing now.
I really miss the old daddy with the silly smiles.

I really miss the old daddy with the jolly laugh.
I really miss the old daddy with the warm hugs.
I really miss the old daddy with the painful kisses on the cheeks. (ps. he had beards last time, few)
I really miss the old daddy that teaches me how to use, play computer and how to swim.
I really miss the old daddy that takes the whole family to an outing dinner in a fancy restaurant every single weekend.
I really miss the old daddy that sometimes cook pasta for the whole family.
I really miss the old daddy that took us on a happy vication outside Malacca.
I really miss the old daddy that sometimes help us clean my ears.
I really miss the old daddy that will buy present for me when he was not around after he arrive home.
I really miss the old daddy that will choose my clothes and shoes for me when Chinese New Year is getting nearer.
I really miss the old daddy that will called my name when I greeted him from work.
I really miss the old daddy that will play board games with me.
I really miss the old daddy that will bring me to the cinema to watch the latest family show.
I really miss the old daddy that will come and take my report card.
I really miss the old daddy that will bought toys for me when I needed.
I really miss the old daddy that will BBQ with the family.
I really miss the old daddy that will drive me to tuitions.
I really miss the old daddy that will fetch me back from schools.
I really miss the old daddy that will shop with me.
I really miss the old daddy...
Will he ever come back?
I don't need you to earn a lot of money. I just need your attention.
Money, I can earn for you when I am able to. I know that you are tired.
I notice everytime you came back home, your white hair appear more visible.
You are great. You don't need money to earn my respect or give me anymore things. It is enough.
Thank you and I am sorry if I had done anything wrong.
I know that during Form 2 I had let you down. I regret that. If I could get back to the past, I will fix it.
Nowadays you come home with a "black face". It seems like we are getting on your nerves, specially me. I am trying to mend it.
But how much I can mend, alone?

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