Stupid friendship

Why do we have to seperate after making new friends??
I still can't believe I will be graduated after March 2011...am I still a kid??
School...will I miss school? Will I miss my friends?
Of course I will miss school days...but friends?
Are they really my friends? I don't know, it seems all happen so fast like the speed of lightning. I know I can trust some good friends and my best friend, Anggie. Really, but some of the friends doesn't just wanna be there for you but to be for something else beside friendship.
All seems so strange to me, like a stranger. Me and anggie have the same thoughts, we just have each other and that's enough. At least there is a true, everlasting friendship that we can depend and hope on.
New year is coming, I wonder Anggie already came back from her trip with her friend already or not? We have already miss Christmas day celebrating with her.
I miss her :'(
Maybe I am going China on February. Good, I don't have to face the people I know. How many people are going to China ??? I am weird.
Shit. Form 6 schooling days are getting nearer. SPM results are coming out SOON.
I hope I will get a place at MHS. I hope I WON'T get GBS.
GBS got a lot of people that I don't want to see or face. Tired have to face them everyday. Feels like burning in hell.
If can, after results, I want go Hong Kong or Japan. =) I can really start a new life there~
Am I suppose to be the quite type? I look like it..haha==" but inside, I'm talkative. Haiz.
Nevermind that. What should I do these passing "honeymoon" days? Stay at home watch tv all day? Or hanging out with friends? I already miss teoh's birthday celebration party and rachel's christmas party. Hope they won't be too angry. Mom won't allow me to leave the house T.T plus, I have not enought $$$ to spend. Sorry.
Hope next year will be healthy and happy. That's all I wish for.