The DAY~♥♥♥

Staying at home wasn't the worst part.

The worst part is that nothing I can do to make me not bored. :(

Today watch 2 korean dramas which I'm totally addicted to^^ "Love you a thousand times" & "two wives" ~

I wonder why most of the korean dramas are love stories? ;) wondering..

Last Saturday (5/3/2011), me and bobo went out :D with kien ee (my grandpa, just in case you duno)

It's kinda fun having him hanging around.no offense but next time if we're celebrating our aniversary or anything, DON'T invite any friends better >.<>

I feel bad for bobo and kien ee, because bobo is my hubby, I need spend more 2 people time with him & kien ee, another case, is my friend, not a lightbulb / spotlight.

We watch "127 hours". It's a "pleasant" and "nice" movies, which in actual gross me out.

I know my ambition is becoming a doctor, but this movie gives me the creeps. When the main male cast (there's two male cast in this movie) was stuck in the canyon with his hand being stuck by a fallen piece of rock from outer space, he's force to cut his right hand off. This is not the part which creeps me out. It's the cutting the nerve part. The audience could actually hear and feel the thoughts of the character, simply unacceptable! But overall, the movie was okay.

I hate the part when the lights turn on, and looking to the right was thim seng, the party-spoiler.diuzzzzz! The feeling of seeing him is so urgghhh! Like seeing ederette! @#$@!!#

We went and eat, TWICE. Wong Kwok & Pizza Hut :D
Pizza Hut experience was the best ♥ :D We mostly play and joke at there.

Celebrating Angie's birthday..or was not? Bobo bought her a mm mascara lash expender & me bought her a mm honey lipgloss. RM41.90 + RM 17.90 = RM59.80 I REALLLY HOPE SHE APPRECIATE IT
I've no mood to tell about her now.
Skip to the other part.
SPM is coming...I'm soooo nervous!! I scare I will get 2As! Please don't!!! :'(
Okay, skip to the other part!!!!!

Nowadays, I feel really settle down with bobo :)
I don't feel shaky anymore in our relationship.
The first time I accpet bobo, I feel shaky for our relationship. I scare if he knows my "true colours" (hehehe ;D), he won't love me or accpet me as his mate anymore :( But now, he proves to me that he really loves me and accept me for who I am and what I am now^^

Bobo is the kind of guy I would like to get marry and spend my life with.
To be honest, when I'm dating C.S, I don't feel any stable / settling down in our relationship. We use to fight ALL the time after dating a year. Before that, I think and feel that he was just being patient and tolerate with me, he doesn't even accept me.
I don't mine he's poor, but as long he loves me & have a gold ♥ I would love him more. But compare to Bobo now, I can see he's not suitable for me :) Letting go is a wise choice & decision.

I hope that one DAY, me and bobo can go on a real vacation together ^^ hopefully genting, where we get to spend a FULL/WHOLE day together~♥♥♥♥♥

We made plans for our future already although it's too early =u=" haha..
Each have stable financial and jobs, have car, house~ 28 year old get married & 29 year old have children. Honeymoon in Hongkong disneyland and taiwan :D ^^ woohoo~~~

Haha..I think I watch too much that kind of baby / pregnant movie until it distorted my mind.
Don't want watch le..later early sxx and pregnancy @@" huhu..
Don't want become mummy so early>
We got bright future ahead of us! ♥
I just want to know how's like to actually be pregnant xD hahars..curious man!
BUT NOOOO!! Cannot! >:0

Ganbatte~♥
Don't think le!!!!!!!!!!!

Bobo, love you ya! :)

Honestly Darling, You're Truly mine :) ♥

Jeremy ask :-D

Honestly, are you in love right now?
Yes

Honestly, what color is your underwear?
erm...white ><

Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
You~♥

Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Blogging

Honestly, what did you do today?
At home watching tv & helping my mom to cook

Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
haha..no, but you make me feel like I'm really actractive^^ love ya! ♥

Honestly, have you done something bad today?
Nope

Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
Of course i do! But it's cut :'(

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Yes == the couples in korean drama ;)

Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
Talking with you on da hp ^u^

Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Yup, when I'm nervous

Honestly, what is your mood right now?
So-so

Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?
YOU! yes, you ♥ the one who's reading this crap! :D haha

Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
Yes, i do.

Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
No

Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
Yoooouuuu~~~~♥♥♥

Honestly, do your wrists hurt?
No, but my neck does sometimes when I sat toooo long

Honestly, are you in denial?
No

Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now?
Hahahaha..next question!

Honestly, is it easier to talk on Myspace than in person?
Nope

Honestly, does anyone like you?
i don't know????

There's much more sadness in life

Suddenly, I felt my whole world is falling apart for some stupid people, not stupid, childish and ignorent people. I felt stupid & dumb feeling angry for the people who doesn't care. Just now my best friend (guy) say one thing that I think, maybe, I would not able to apologize him. I know he's angry with me. But I don't know the reason why. When I'm tagging the pictures of my friends and buddies, I tagged him a sports maniac. He comment : LOL! I want to tag you as a bitch, why don't you tag it yourself? Bitch, he called me a bitch. I'm quiet furious with it so I reply, o0o back off. Then he replied, "haha..cho sial lo". I do not know what to say. I mean, what do I do to be deserve being call a bitch????

Doodling

誰もが人生を持って、それが非常に多くの違いを作る彼らは生き方だ。
私は皆のひとつです。何も特別な。

時々私はこの世界に属していないと感じている。マジで！すべてが私には意味流血だ。

私は世界が私が誰のための私をagaisn'tいるように感じた。

私は普及している愛と正しいことを募集認めている。

しかし、あなたが普及しているの味を取得した後は、普及しているあなたが嫌いな人がされて愛がさ

れていることに気づくでしょう。

そのポイントは何ですか？

時間はただの停止なしで渡します。

私は右の世界に住んでいるか？右の次元？適切な時期？適切な場所？
私はエモいているわけではない。

私はほんの少し青を感じている。誰もが自分自身の問題を得た。

私はみんなと全く同じです。

怒られて親に叱られるだけで実行する必要があります毎日です。

何がそんなに気それについて特別な何ですか？

あなたはこのことを理解できれば、それは素晴らしいことだ。

人々が理解することがないので、私は日本でこれを書いています。

あなたが理解できるかどうか、他のあなたの唇を圧縮します。

これらの数日間、私は本当に疲れて疲れを感じる。私にはよく眠ることができない。
私はなぜ知らない。

それは私が後半にスリープ状態にすることはありません。

私は廃棄物をしています。

I want this!!

majolica majorca mascara

egyptian majic cream

Incredible!!?

Last year, one of my friend suggest me to use this whitening product.

And I try using it.

I bought it from my friend, she ask me to pay only RM28. Maybe because at that time, around more than 10 of my friends wanna bought this. The actual of this price is around RM40 and the seller gave my friend a great deal of discount which is totally awesome!!

YongL also bought this for me. Around RM35.00. =( although is kinda expensive, but I do find it is worth it. :D Thanks YongL, you're the best! XXOO

* X = hug

O = kiss

I know there are a lot of these fake ANIONBLUE body whitening products.

So when I first got this product, I just straight away check it labels.

The bottle with the brown label is the fake one whereas the pink label is the true product.

So girls, beware!

Luckily, I get all the true products. =D

The reviews of the fake product is smell horrible like normal soap, they say the fake product sell more expensive than the real product.

So, don't buy FAKE product please.

Some of you may wonder, what is ANIONBLUE body whitening lotion?

Well, it is a whitening emulsion is formulated with multi-whitening actions that fight against signs of dark skin using naturally-derived white bio active and multi-vitamins to reduce discoloration for a more even skin tone to lighten current skin tone for fairer skin and protect the skin from further skin darkening after sun exposure. In addition, it contains moisturizing ingredients to help smooths your skin to keep it soft and supple. Research and created by Korea CPL Biology science Dr. Niechans. Safe and contains natural whitening ingredients.

On the bottle, it said:

Brand New • Size : 220gm
Spa Body Whitening. SPF30 / PA++
Use continuously for 28 days for natural whitening and softening of body.
Massage on body till absorbed. Apply more for darker areas.
Fragrance: Chanel only (Purple color)

Okay, now my opinion.

When I first got the packaging. It is wrapped in those plastics which potects the bottle.

There is a seal on the back of the bottle, which seal the cap and the rest of the bottle.

Use a coin to scrap away the silver lining to get the code number.

Go to http://www.china-12315.net.cn/ to check whether the product is real or fake.

Next, check the expired date below the bottle.

After opening the bottle, the scent smells good but for me, it is a little bit strong. Maybe I am not use to it yet. :)

Yes, a little amount can lighten my skin colour.

It makes my skin, 2 shades lighter, which is awesome!

But, it is hard to wash ALL away when you take a bath.

For me, a bottle last half a year.

I didn't use it everyday so I cannot commend on the "28days become naturally fair commet".

It has a SPF42/PA++, which is super awesome!

In Malaysia, they sell this around RM40 and below.

In US I think, they sell this around $18 and below.

I was confused and thought the silvery lid on top of the cap is the dispenser but boy I was wrong. After flipping it over and over, it finally hit me that I need twist the cap around to open it.

Overall, it is great.

You can buy and try if you like.

I really recomended you buy from this seller. She is honest. Her products are true, not fake.

She is so amazing. I bought this from her twice and she is very nice and sweet.

Her speed delivery are awesome.

Like I said, I am in Malaysia, she is living in the same country with me. After I bank into her account, the next day, or the latest 2 / 3 days after, the products will arrive! =D how cool and fast is that??

I don't know whether she will accepts outer country business but still do contact her.

Every product will separate to ZONE A,B,C,D,E.Not same Zone cannot mix together to buy it,If you want also can,I will send to you separately....

Terms & Conditions:

-Goods sold are not returnable or refundable.

-Once you are made payment,you cant change the order anymore.

-If the goods missing/damaging during the shipping,we will not responsible on this.

-If the address that customer given is incorrect and return back to me here,I will charge one more times the shipping fees.

-All goods in our shop is real product,not fake product,if it is High imitation goods,I will indicate it.

-The price given is the nett price,please do not bargain again.

-We not support COD service.-Please do not take handphone number from me again,because always disturb by stranger's sms at the midnight.

***Once you make order that means you already accepted our shop Terms & Conditions,cannot investigate or damage our shop reputation.Thanks for cooperation.

Bank account:MAYBANKI will pm you when you make order.

How to make order:

1)pm me what you want to my facebook inbox:Name/Code of productPrice

2)Then I will inform you whether it is available or not.

3)Please verify your order and make the last decision.

4)Once you confirm your order I will tell you my bank details.

5)Please make payment within 2 days after you make order,If transport or other problem,I will accept it,but you must confirm with me whether it still available or not before 1 day you make payment.

6)After make payment please give me your details below:Name AddressHp num

7)Once received your payment and details,I will send your item out tomorrow.8)Normally the people who live in big city will receive the parcel within 2 days.Like some city such as EM,need few days just can receive it.

Today make payment,tomorrow send it out.(Monday-Friday)

All stocks sold are not returnable.

*I will linked her down here for you all to contact her.

http://www.facebook.com/eyelashes.home#!/eyelashes.home?sk=info

Finally! + ItsamestevenT

A sneak intro of Gloomy Salad Days.
Story about teenage social problems these days, such as lesbians, gays, good grades, relationship between teacher and student, underage sex, unwanted pregnancy, bullies, money problems, complicated relationship problems and so on. The list will never ended.
20 episodes.
* I have no copyrights of this video. Keep in mind of that.


Gloomy Salad Days

I found this really amazing guy few years back. =D

ItsaMeStevenT

He seriously is truly amazing!

You will truly love him, seriously, even if you are a guy. He is just so hilarious. :D I am not even kidding or bluffing.

I will linked him down below.

http://www.youtube.com/user/ItsaMeStevenT#p/u/12/zh7yJi_xm8A

Go search for some of his "famous" videos more towards comedy. ^^ They are the bomb! I will list some of the funny videos below that you MUST watch.

1. Nasty Girls

2. How to Have a Successful Relationship

3. Chubby Bunny

4. My Evolution of Asians

5. AWKWARD!!

6. How To Tell If You Are A Stalker (This is the best video of his ever, sadly, Youtube disable the video sound because This video contains an audio track that has not been authorized by WMG. The audio has been disabled.) >:-(

MicKeii + Gloomy Salad Days Opening

Absolutely funny^^ MicKeii is just amazing, really great videos she uploaded. Just checked out her on Youtube. A super cute 19 year old girl. She is from US. Btw, it stands for United State, just in case you don't know. ;p You can find her on Facebook. I will linked her down below. Youtube : http://www.youtube.com/user/MicKeii#p/u/9/SDV9-IAuCM4 Facebook : http://www.facebook.com/pages/Michelle-Lee/103619916343696?v=wall#!/pages/Michelle-Lee/103619916343696?v=wall Do check her out, seriously. By the way, this is the opening theme of Gloomy Salad Days I few weeks ago suggested watching. No regrets dudes!! Here is a preview of their openings. * No copyrights. Gloomy Salad Days

Evolution of girls

As I am watching Youtube with all the makeup gurus and their fabulous talents, I am kinda suprise when I am reading their response and comments below.

I find that most of the girls, around age of 12-13 or maybe even 14 and 11 are their sincere viewers.

I know when I was at their age, I also was going through that awkward state and not knowing what to do about myself.

I have to admit, when I am around 13 and 14, I am starting to notice the differences in every girls.

Since last year I study in an all girls middle school, I know how that feels.

You can easily notice that those so called "pretty" girls are more to attracted boys more, what's the word, oh yeah, frequently, often, ALWAYS. :D

I am not totally jealous. But you have to admit it, sometimes it will make you feel self esteem, sad.

I know I am not that good looking in the younger days.

I still remember, when I was Form 1, 13 years old, I was walking to the bus stop in opposite direction of my school. My school is located next to an all boys school.

So there was these two boys, one look like my former primary school classmate and the other I do not know who he was. I solomely stood beside them with some girls waiting to cross the busy road.

The boys noticed us and started pointing fingers at me and this girl which I don't know who the heck she is.

I eventually over heard them talking and giggling about our looks.

I feel really sad since then. Every night and morning, I will looked into my bathroo mirror and asked myself, "Does looking "ugly" kill people or hurt people? What's the matter with our looks? Is not that I choose to be like this."

The worst part hasn't come.

When I was at this St.John nursing 3 days 2 night camp. It was like a living hell.

Me and one of my friend got insulted by a senior boys saying we are not pretty and dissapointed them.

At that time when I heard that, I really wants to get away from there because they have hurt my feelings and friend's too.

We don't know them and they don't know us.

We didn't do anything wrong. So why treat us like that?

Plus, that camp was lousy too.

It was held in a small primary school.

3 days 2 nights no water.

We had to get water from a huge black tank to bath ourselves. We paid for this and we get this?

Next, the food is totally the worst food I have ever tasted.

Their chicken rice sticks and melts together forming a huge massive weird shapes clumps.

Plus, it is cold. The chicken meats were very little and a few piece of cucumber.

What kind of food is this??

One day, "magic" happen.

That day is around when I was 14.

Suddenly, boys will come talk to me, asking me for name and number.

I was shocked.

Are they playing with me? Is this a joke?

I can never understand.

Suddenly, family members, relatives are praising me and commented that I have changed.

I was happy of course.

I think this is nature.

It will change us soon enough to become the real you.

Secondly, makeup and hair really make a difference.

For me, I prefer light makeup. Becaue I think it suits me most. Plus, I don't like the feeling of putting too much makeup, specially on my eyes. Looks really "scary"? haha. =)

I used to be the type of girl who swore I won't put on makeup..but look at me now! Sometimes I put on~ It is okay to use makeup, but don't overly use too much.

I'm not saying go cake your self with make up.

I'm just saying don't worry about how you look, and don't feel bad about yourself.

I mean like, your 12, you're suppose to look awkward!

I think people stop looking awkward when they're like 15, 16 or even17!

Okay... so maybe there are a group of you super beautiful preteens like Kendel Jenner (underage 17)........ but whateverrr!!! DX

Kendel Jenner --- >

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Human Mutations & Animal Mutations & Mother Nature

(I do not have any copyrights of these photos. Some keep in mind of that.)

They all did have souls.
They should not have killed the baby just for preservation
The mutated babies were innocent and would have either died because of bad development, illness or there would be a 99% chance they wouldn't survive.
It is extremely intresting to see these wonderous mutations.
thankyou science for helping us understand~?

Even if they're mutated they're still human, you should at least give them a proper burial not keep them in a jar...
in medical side its interesting, but in humanity side its scary..:(

What about Harlequin babies?

Does they deserve to be born to this world just to suffer??

Harlequin is kinda like a skin desease. It is severe form of congenital skin disease characterized by the thickening of the outer layer of the skin (keratin).

Consequently, the skin may look like scales of a snake which is reddish in color with crack almost everywhere making it painful for the baby and susceptible to bacterial infections.

Among of all Harlquin babies, only one baby girl survive the challenge of death and is now at the age of 26.

History of Harlequin baby

The first reported case in CHarleston, South Carolina by Reverend Oliver Hart.

“On Thursday, April the 5th, 1750, I went to see a most deplorable object of a child, born the night before of one Mary Evans in ‘Chas’town. It was surprising to all who beheld it, and I scarcely know how to describe it. The skin was dry and hard and seemed to be cracked in many places, somewhat resembling the scales of a fish. The mouth was large and round and open. It had no external nose, but two holes where the nose should have been. The eyes appeared to be lumps of coagulated blood, turned out, about the bigness of a plum, ghastly to behold. It had no external ears, but holes where the ears should be. The hands and feet appeared to be swollen, were cramped up and felt quite hard. The back part of the head was much open. It made a strange kind of noise, very low, which I cannot describe. It lived about forty-eight hours and was alive when I saw it.”

It is true that most of these infected babies died within 48 hours.

Which for me is a blessed for them because they don't have to suffer anymore. :D

What is wrong with this world?

What's wrong with our DNA molecules?

Even the animals are like WTF!

Just now see a news on a goat giving birth to a human face lamb!

Yes. True story. I am not faking this fact up. LOL!!!

It seriously makes you wonder whether "it's" daddy is an animal or a human being?

Is human really that low, that desperate to cross the nature's border line?

It really scares the hell of me out.

It is just totally weird. Why do you want to have pleasures with animals?

Mother nature must have been pissed off these days.

People from all around the world claim to have seen weird clouds forming in the sky.

Though those clouds were weird but I have to say they were very beautiful. Breath-taking.

It is quite amazing to watch these clouds appear and form in the sky.
I hope I can see one of those amazing clouds someday without nothing bad happen afterwards. Because some of the weird clouds could be one of a sign that a disaster is arriving, such as earthquake and so on.

This one looks like a giant white fluffly starfish in the blue sky.

This one really looks like a clump of wool.

Looks like our biconcave red blood cell. :)

This one look like a manget, shooting star.

This one look like an upside down rainbow. :D

This one looks like a messy blanket in mornings.

Aren't they all super amazing? =D
Beautiful izin't it?

Clouds are unpredictable.

Read this

YongL read this!!

http://polywj.blogspot.com/2008/05/form-6-malacca-high-school-part-i.html

20 Random Questions

1--Thing you cannot leave the house without ?
My phone

2--Favorite Brand of makeup?
I don't know. I experiment a lot.

3--Favorite Flower ?
Sunflower

4-- Fav clothing store?
I don't know. I shop everywhere. :D

5--Favorite Perfume ?
I don't wear perfume.

6--Heels or flats ?
Flats. More comfortable.

7--Do you make good grades ?
Sometimes.

8--Favorite colors ?
Does Rainbow colours count?

9--Do you drink energy drinks ?
During SPM. OXYGEN.

10--Do you drink juice ?
Yup. Orange with apple juices.

11--Do you like swimming ?
Last time.

12--Do you eat fries with a fork ?
In home, no. Outside, yes.

13--Favourite Moisturizer?
Simple and Nano.

14--Do you want to get married later on in life ?
Ya?

15--Do you get mad easily ?
I think so. Yes.

16--Are you into Ghost Hunting ?
Sometimes when I feel like to.

17-- Any phobias?
I am really scare of clowns. Seriously!!!!! Freaking hate them. And those human in animal or character suits that try to be friend children.

18--Do you bite your nails ?
Yes.

19--Have you ever had a near death experience?
No.

20--Do you drink coffee ?
No. Hate them although they smell really nice and tasty.

Secrets to clear skin

Share by Bubzbeauty ^^ thanks.

*Skincare should be simple. Not complicated. The best things are always free.* - Bubzbeauty

1) Drink 8 glasses of water per day. It is essential. It cleans the body inside out. Water is the key to hydration.

2) Enough 8 hours of sleep. Skin will automatically regenarate themselves. It will lower stress. It will improve dry skin. Try to sleep on your back.

3) Hygeine. Clean the skin in the morning and night everyday. Wash your hair every night if you can. Bacteria from pillow, hands and hair can transfer to your face.

4) Exercise frequently. In increases blood circulation and lowers the stress.

5) Diet and meals. Eat balance meals.

6) Eat more fruits and vegetables. They are great body cleanser, specially lemons.

7) Go for good oil-free moisterizer.

Anti Racism

I agree with Bubzbeauty 100%.

Racism is a disgusting habit.Whatever skin colour you have, we all bleed red.

We are what makes the World.

Be proud of who you are and respect others.

No matter what, people are set in life to judge you.

What is important is knowing how to deal with judgement.

The secret to stay so positive all the time is just learning to see things in a different light.

Realising what is important to life. Who are we trying to please.

Figuring who are the ones that care for you. How blessed you really are.

OneOfAKindFreak says...

sometimes i wish i was the 'right' color :\ ..
being a proud native american isn't enough, and i get judged EVERY time i go to the mall, i get asked if i Need something as soon as i get into a store. every worker askes me this question, when someone sees me wearing casual clothing, the assume i'm probably stoned or drunk. overall ... WE NEED TO BREAK THESE STEREOTYPES ! . because right now, I Hate my color. my brother comitted suicide because of racist teachers.

As I read the comments OneOfAKindFreak says, I feel really, really sad. Not just me feeling really sad, I think the whole world is feeling really sad. We are not robots. We have feelings. Why should we hurt other races by treating them unfairly? It's just so sick.

In my country, we have racist also. Last year, when me and my sister by pass a school. I don't want to mention names. But I have to admit that it is a popular school which everybody wants to go. I saw the ugliest scene. An innocent indian female student walking in front of a group of chinese school girls. I think all of them are kinda like the same age. But the whole group of chinese girls are talking about the indians behind her back. I know the girls are not matture and maybe they didn't know how serious this is. About RESPECT and being MODEST.

I am a Chinese. But I cannot stand when racism problems happen.

I know that in some country, the "white" bullies the "black" and chinese.

The problems is like a cycle, it will continue to go round and round, endless.

So we have to keep forgiving. When this will end?

What is the right colour?? There is no right colour in this world. What causes the colour of our skin?

It is pigmant and DNA. We CANNOT change that. We LIVE with it.

Why should we care about our skin colours??

Skin colours does not determine a person's character, personality, morals and values.

Is your own soul and mind who determines who we are.

Who really has the REAL power to divide people into classes??

Nobody.

Some people might disagree. But it is up to you. I am just giving out my opinion. No offenses. =)

A Beautiful Story

Totally influence by Bubzbeauty. You rock! =)
This story really spoke to people.
Once there was an old granny. She will travelled up the hill to the lake and get some water.
She will carried a pole with her. On each of the pole end, it will hung a bucket to carry home.
While one bucket is in good condition, the other bucket is cracked.
So the bucket which is always in good condition will always carry one full bucket of water home.
While the bucket which is cracked will always carry half a bucket of water home because the water will leaked out of the bucket crack.
For 2 years, the granny will carry a bucket and a half of water home.
The good condition bucket will feel very happy and proud of itself.
The cracked bucket will feel ashamed, unworthy.
The cracked bucket asked granny, "Why don't you just get a new bucket? These passing years, I only been able to deliver half a bucket of water home."
The cracked bucket thought granny is very hardworking, she bravely alone go up the hill everyday to collect water from the lake back home.
So when the granny heard how sad and gloomy the bucket felt, she decided to take both buckets to a place.
It was the path journey to the lake from home.
What she showed them is a beautiful flower path from home to the lake.
And she said to the bucket, "I've always know about your flaw. I've always know about your cracks. So I took advantage of it. And I took some flower seeds and plant them nicely along the path. Because of you, the flowers are able to grow so well. So I can pick them up and put these beautiful flowers in my home. And if it wasn't for you, cracked bucket, I wouldn't have experience such a beautiful journey on the way to collect water and I would not been able to keep these beautiful flowers in my house."

*The moral of the story is..everybody have flaws, it is the flaws that make you unique. The flaws that make you the person you are that love by the people around you. We are all cracked buckets. In god's eyes, nothing goes to waste. Never underestimate yourself. Have faith and Hope in yourself and others. Just like Mud, it may look useless and dirty to some. But to others, its valuable. Once its scooped off the ground, it will become Clay and has every opportunity to turn into a piece of beautiful art work. Nobody in this world is completely useless, so don't underestimate yourself! :D

Great advices Bubz~ Love you~

I heart me

Thanks Bubzbeauty for putting on this wonderful, amazing video on your perception of beauty and what makes you beautiful. It has really inspired me.

I used to be one the person who always claim to YongL that I am not pretty enough, I am not beautiful.
Yes, I am one of billions or zillions of teenagers who is struggling to deal with self confidence. I am strauggling to accept who I am.
Thanks for making this video and talk about the subject of beauty, self esteem and confidence which obviously, we girls won't be able to learn in school.
You say it breaks your heart to know so many girls loathe themselves. And you understand how it feels to hate yourself. You DO care. You may not be able to speak to us individually but your every word truely moves us because you say them sincerely from your heart.
I will see you as a great sister who will always support me no matter what. You gave great, awesome advices which my own mommy wouldn't probably tell or advice me.
But the only thing you can do these days is to make a video to reach you all.
Yes it is true. We all have the ability to be Beautiful And Ugly. No makeup can conceal this. Since it cannot be hidden.
I would rather be myself.
I love how you express, "The most beautiful things on earth cannot be seen, they can only be felt with the Heart".
Just be myself and be proud. :D

It is true. When you open up a magazine or just even watch tv. Amazing models, singers, actresses will make each and one of us question ourselves. "Why can't we be like them??"

Just be silly and comparing ourselves to the media models. The models are obviously air-brush and re-touch, editted. Media can really distorts our view on Beauty.

Now I know that, by comparing myself to another person is the worst because for starters, beauty cannot be measure. You cannot put beauty on a scale.

What is pretty?

Everybody can look pretty with nice dress, nice hair, nice makeup. Pretty is something you can see.

Everybody's beauty is different.

You may see beauty in the heart and not in the face. It can only be felt in heart.

Difference between pretty and beautiful.

Pretty is temporal. Something that is going to fade over time.

But beauty is eternal.

You are who you are..No matter how hard you try, you will never be the person in that room. You will never be the model you saw on tv and magazine cover. You will always be you. You can get the same clothes as the person or copy her hairstyle but you will always be you. If you are busy trying to be someone else, then you have wasted the person you are suppose to be. (by Andreaschoice)

People calling other people ugly has an ugly soul and an ugly soul has an ugly purpose.

They are dragging the person down by making them feel better because they feel insecure and low esteem.

We have dignity. Just don't resporn to those kinds of person, just turn away.

Morals, values and personality make the main beauty of a person.

Nobody can actually take these away from us.

So why do we care? Why do we so care into what other people think?

She didn't mean anything to you so why do you believe them?

Love yourself, stop tyring to be perfect. Nobody's perfect.

All the flaws combine themselves to form you.

Live for yourself, don't live for the ones that are trying to pull you down.

Beauty and ugliness cannot be concealed.

We have ability to be both.

The feature we don't like, but could be the feature that other people may like or love.

Try to see the besy in people.

Thanks Bubz~

I am hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can someone cook for me now???

A bowl of maggie is good enough...or fried eggs...T_T

I haven't eaten my lunch yet...

Totally Overdue Christmas Wish List

Before that, I would like to annouce proudly that my little pink reddish spot on my calf is "almost" gone. =D *claps*

Okay, I know Christmas is totally days / a week ago.

And it still didn't hurt to show my totally overdue Christmas Wish List, right? :)

Btw, Chinese new year is coming up. So, this can also conclude as a Chinese New Year wish list. :D haha..So, let's get it started~

First of all, I would like to have is the M (Misha) perfect cover BB cream. =)

I know you are wondering, what is a bb cream?

BB Cream (an abbreviation for "Blemish Balm Cream") is among Asia's hottest beauty products right now.

This cream is said to have originated in Germany as an ointment dermatologists would prescribe to patients who have undergone laser skin surgery for its soothing and skin-regenerating properties.

Popular Korean celebrities were the first to start using the cream for beauty purposes and because Asian dramas are huge right now, a craze was born.

The beauty trend has now spread from Korea to Japan to South East Asia and is quickly making its way to Europe and the USA.

As you all know, Misha is the most popular BB cream among asians country. It is one of Korea's best selling brand. It has SPF 42++ which is totally awesome if I went outdoor without getting any sunburn! :D

Here is a simple review from a blogger name Coco, age 19. :-)

1. price : really affordable, a tube can go a LONG way.

2. color : available for those with really light to dark skin. i think Missha is one of the few companies that makes BB cream this dark. so this is a plus.

3. scent : not loving it at all :(

4. coverage : good. very buildable. it also does a good job covering up your pores. (a friend of mine has HUGEEEEEEEEEE pores and this covers them up so well that her face looks super smooth & poreless. lol)

5. oil control : good (but again, i don't have super oily skin)

6. cream : it isn't too thick or too watery. it's easy to apply it on your face. but the cream however can appear cakey on dry skin. so i would not recommend this to those with really dry skin. and luckily, the cream did not break my skin out. so that's a plus.

I heard that the cream can bought at Sasa. =D good news!!!!!

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The second thing I would like to have is a natural circle lens. GEO brand will be good. =)

I would love to try on these brands of circle lens. If have a chance, I would love to have a black and brown colour circle lenses.

The third thing I would like to have is a fossil brand watch. =D Really nice colour and pretty. But the price is expensive too. haiz.

Nothing much...

Today, nothing much has happen.
Me and my mom's relationship has improve, which is a good sign. =) Thumbs up.
Okay, now what should I do?
Tomorow is the official day, whole Malaysia's school reopen day.
It is none of my business as you can tell or I will be here babbling about school day.
I am almost graduated from my middle school.
The official graduate day will lay around middle of March, which is still obviously, haven't arrive.
I am still now a free man. :D
No job.
Someone interested to offer me a nice, suitable job?
If do, contact me through my msn.
tammyjinn_3xholic@live.com
thanks. :p
* I am still a student below age 18, so please don't offer me jobs that are unsuitable or out of country or state. You know what I am talking about. I am currently a Malacca person. TQ

Alone at home with my beloved computer.
Wondering what YongL is doing now. He isn't smsing with me. == curious and furious. =D
My mommy, sisters and brother is currently having lunch. I don't want to follow them because I love being home. Later, they will be shopping for emergency school supplies.
I "begged" my sister to help me buy some beauty products and gave her RM40.00.
I hope she will remember. She MUST or I will talk her to bordersome. Muahaha :D
Just pondering on Youtube.
Go, Youtube!

Would you rather?

I found these funny questions while watching Youtube.
The questions are pretty cool and meaningfull.
So, I decided to answer each and one of them myself. :D

Questions:

1.Would you rather go out with messy hair and nice make-up or Nice hair and no make-up?
Well, to be honest, I do both. Sometimes I go out with messy hair and a light makeup on. And most of the time, I go out with nice hair and no make-up on at all. And even messy hair and no make-up. I don't find it horrible though. Looks more natural and pretty. :)

2.Would you rather shave your eyebrows or have your eyelashes fall out?
This is a really tough question. I think I will rather have my eyebrows shave because you can draw eyebrows on easily nowadays. ;) I know you can put on fake eyelashes, but I prefer eyebrows because my fringes and bangs can cover up my eyebrows hence it makes me look no difference. Except when I pin or pull up my hair. *wink* =D

3.Would you rather be forced to shop at only MAC or Sephora for the rest of your life?
Sephora. Because it has more choices. MAC is more on cosmetic line. While Sephora is more like beauty lining, they sell hair brushes, body cream and so on.

4.Would you rather wear lipgloss/lipliner look or 80's perm?
Lipgloss/lipliner. 80's perm will make me look like a freak.

5.Would you rather leave the house with an obvious foundation line or overdone blush?
I would have to say overdone blush. Foundation line is your whole face. Blush is just your cheek.
So, it is more forgiving than having your whole face look horrible and fake.

6.Would you rather wear MC Hammer pants or biker shorts in public?
Biker shorts. I swim often, hence, biker shorts are not a big deal for me.

MC Hammer Pants ---->

7.Would you rather have a bad orange-y spray tan or really weird tan lines that can't be covered?
Obviously, I would choose really weird tan lines that can't be covered. Bad orange spray tan is worst because it makes me look really weird. Tan lines are normal. Like when you are swimming, you can get tan easily. So, it is more normal to have weird tan lines than looking orange like a walking carrot.

8.Would you rather have a bad haircut or bad hair color?
Bad hair color. I can re-dye again. Plus, you can wash the hair colour out. Bad haircut? No way.

9.Would you rather have youtube or twitter taken away forever?
Twitter. I don't twit.

10. Would you rather give up using makeup brushes or mascara?
Makeup brushes. I don't use them. Mostly, I use sponges.

My Perfect Imperfections?

Today, I would like to write about my imperfections. Basicly, is about 4 things you don't like about yourself and 4 things that you like about yourself.
The 4 imperfections will be overcovered by my so called "perfections". That makes me. =D
The first thing I don't like about myself.
I don't like my skin.
Okay, some of my friends often comment that I have good, "flawless" skin. It looks good on camera.
And I admit I don't break out that often. (means I don't often get pimples easily)
I don't know. I had the worst bad skin last year, my senior year.
Because of some skin care product, I don't even want to mention the brand name. It makes my skin awfully dry. Hence, my skin looks scaly like snake skin, plus had invisible break outs, sort of like pimples which is only visible under sunlight. The "invisible" pimples only reveals themselves under sunlight on my whole cheeks, which makes me look totally horrible.
My skin is just weird now. It sometimes have redness and descolouration.
It bother me sometimes. Plus, I always dreamt of having really fair healthy skin, my skin are like asian yellowish white.

The second thing I don't like about myself.
I don't like my finger nails.
They are short! SHORT. Really short. Shorter than other normal human nails.
I gets really jealous of girls which have perfect, beautiful long nails which totally matches with their long, "slim" fingers.
Mine are just...urggghhh!
I have to admit that I have long, "slim" fingers. But my nails totally distroy their "presentation".
So, there, my second dislike.

Okay, the third thing I don't like about myself.
It is my lips.
My lips is really super super pigmanted and dry.
Like when I am eating something spicy. Sometimes, when they say spicy, is just a little spicy or NOT spicy at all. But I think my lips are super sensitive or something. The colour of my lips will turn from normal nudy colour to sort of reddish pink. And my friends or other people will go like, "Hey, are you wearing lip gloss or lip stick? Nice touch of colour." And I will be like, "Uhh...No." =="
It just sometimes pisses me off. Because I find my lower part of lips sort of thicker than the upper lining of lips. It makes it unbalance you know.

The forth thing I don't like about myself.
It is my size, my body size.
I am a really "lucky" person, because I don't grow fat.
I know a lot of girls think it is a good deal but for me, I don't agree.
I cannot affort to go on a diet, because I will be thin.
Hence, to maintain in good shape and pink health. Eating more than 3 main meals a day is a must.
Some of the girls may think, "Hey, you are lucky. You can eat whatever you want without looking fat."
But, it is hard for me to grow fat, seriously. I want to be fat, not fat, I want to be fit.
And that's all I need.

I love my eyes. Sometimes I get compliment and people saying I have pretty eyes.
I love my hair. I guess because it can be tamed easily.
I love my legs. Although they are not really long but they are skinny? So, I can wear shorts nicely.
I love my ears. I don't know, I just think the shapes are pretty. Hehe =)